FLICKERS TO FIREWORKS

ONE FLUTTERING HEARTBEAT
Coming 10/10/17

“… trails his fingers down the back of my neck, grabbing the ties of my halter and yanking them loose. He releases my hand and begins to peel away the wet fabric from my body, sliding his mouth across my cheek and biting my ear as he shoves my dress down, down. I hear a rip as the sodden material stretches over my hips, past my thighs, and then…”

Yeah.  There are some steamy parts in Fluttering.  Not a lot.

Some people might like this.  Some may not.

I’m prepared for the blasts.

Even though this book is considered a romance, the intimacy between the two main characters isn’t really what it’s all about. 

Fluttering is about working through your problems, not wallowing in them.  It’s about being so strong that you allow yourself time to be weak.  It’s about living with loss, the numbness that straddles depression, and taking the first steps toward the light.

It’s not a perfect book.  But it’s my first book.  It’s a little piece of me that I’d like to share with you.  It’s an imperfect story told by an imperfect person who struggles daily with dark thoughts pierced every now and then with tiny flickers of hope. 

Hope that, someday, those flickers turn to fireworks.

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LOVE: EMILY & BRIAN

Take my breath away, why don’t ya?

Emily’s been with me since the beginning.  I’ve shot her several times and, the stars willing, she’ll let me shoot her several more.  I’ve met so many wonderful people through this girl – it’s seriously like six degrees of separation or something.

Doing a session in the Washington desert has been a dream of mine for, well, since the beginning of this photography journey.  Western Washington is beautiful, don’t get me wrong.  But a change of scenery?  It’s good for the creative soul.

So, when I decided it was high time to cross this to do off my Bucket List, I contacted Emily and Brian.  Because, I mean, why wouldn’t I?  The two are currently finishing up their last semester at WSU in Eastern Washington, so it was kismet that the one spot I’d been dying to shoot in was directly in between us.

So we met in the middle.

I adore this girl.  This lovely girl and her sweet-as-pie boyfriend.  I first shot them four years ago, and it was such a pleasure working with them again yesterday.

Emily and Brian, m’dears…  Much love to you both!

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STOP & SMELL THE PINES

I grew up in Iowa, where the plains stretch as far as the eye can see and rolling fields of corn lay blanketed beneath eggshell blue skies dotted with clouds as fluffy and thick as pillows. It’s a scene that manages to be boring and beautiful, overwhelming and serene – all at the same time. I’m a firm believer that every place, no matter where in the world it is, has its own beauty. Has at least one special thing that makes it so heartbreakingly unforgettable there’s no other spot like it on earth.

It’s no secret I’ve been pining for a move back to the Midwest.  The lower cost of living coupled with nostalgic feelings of my youth is a pull that’s becoming harder and harder to ignore.  I miss the humid summers, the crisp falls, and even the crazy cold, brutal winters.  I long for a simpler, slower life that starts its day with ample time to wake and gather my thoughts rather than the one I have now – where my eyes are barely open before I head out the door at six in the morning and rush headlong into a day that leaves me too drained to function when I return home that evening.

As of late, the only way I’ve felt I can obtain this lifestyle is with a move back to my home state.  We’ve been in Washington for ten years now, and the insane cost of living coupled with the population growth causing havoc on the roadways has been enough to damper my love affair with the Pacific Northwest.  What started out as a romance with Seattle has slowly, regrettably, turned sour. 

But.

I’ve been rediscovering my love for this beautiful state on these past few shoots.  The romance has, to a point, been revived, and the more time I spend wrapped up in the rugged nature of the Pacific Northwest – the blues, emeralds, and grays of the Cascades, especially – the more I see that a simple life can be lived anywhere.  A slower life can even be enjoyed within the current one we have now – by just taking the time to stop and smell the pines.

Yesterday, while lingering on the edge of Diablo Lake after the shoot, I delighted in the cool rain against my cheeks and inhaled deep.  Iowa may be my first love, but the North Cascades will forever have my heart. Someday, I’m going to run away and build a little cabin in those mountains and stay there forever. 

And now, on to this beautiful couple.  Thanks, Logan and Ashley, for bringing me to this spot, sharing your love, and helping me to, just a bit, start to rekindle mine.

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ELOPEMENT INSPIRATION: LISA & ANDREW

When one amazing friend introduces you to two of her amazing friends, well, something pretty amazing happens. 

“One day you will kiss a man you can’t breathe without, and find that breath is of little consequence.”
― Karen Marie Moning

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ANNIVERSARY LOVE

I spent the morning with a couple celebrating their anniversary and am still – hours later –  reeling from all the sweet, sweet the love.

“I do not want someone who stands next to me because they are lonely; I want someone who stands next to me because they cannot imagine standing next to anyone else.”    —  M. Burr

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* All Photos, content, and text © Lisa Sorbe 2016